ITS been long long ago since i wrote my last blog.in dis one year i have changed drastically as a person.when i look back i say it to myself was that really me?how can i be so annoying,untolerating,showoff,headless person.but then i love myself for wat i was & wat m now"NEW AND IMPROVED ME".

living alone away from  parents helped me realise maself.helped in realising who acutally i am n y m on earth.i have becom spiritually inclined.

in last first year there have been lots n pots of moments when i felt like hitting myself.like

attending stupid and pakau lectures in college,having no frndz or  like another" heartbreak."

why the hell do i always fall out for the sirs.why cant i find someone of my age?but nonetheless i still love myself.i truly believe in saying from bhagwadgita which says"watever happens happens for good".m sure god is really planning something good for me.i m no longer the one i used to b complaining and mourning about everything instead i have decided to be one who is master of every situtation and not the victim of it.

i think forgetting and forgiving is very important.so i forgive myself for every blunder i made.had these not happened i woudnt have learned.

i really njoyed the "fakkad thing".having limited pocket money n den planning a budget accordingly was wonderful.having  uncountable parties wid frenz n letching n staring at sir in classes was wonderful.

but  thing which cant seem to get off me are pessimism and low self esteem.y cant i love myself the way others do(he he he kidding).i have come dis much far m sure this is also gonna go as i grow up to be confident ,independent women

signing off

TANUSHREE