yipee!!!!! its my birthday today...i turned 19 today.....i have mixed set of feelings today....im feeling happy that i finally turned 19.i always wanted to be old....offcourse without wrinkle....most of the ppl forgot my birthday....i was expecting too many calls but it turned out to be very few....i always remember everybody's bday but everybdy forgets mine...i guess im not a great human being thats y....i guess i need to stop expecting from people.everybody can be really mean but thats how ppl are....its my worst birthday.....im down wid cold....have my exams frm monday so its so boring....i aint enjoying at all......my all plans are shelved...i culdnt donate blood....i culdnt go to temple culdnt spend tym wid slum kids ....no partying either...

n yup i forgot to tell that i have taken few vows which i better not break

so here goes my vows......

1)to hopefully study this year and come out with flying colors in exams

2)to be bit more extrovert.....

3)to actually trash filthy guys whu asks "can i do fraand ship wid u???"actually im quite a fattu.....i simply ignore them n i also feel its beyond my class to talk to them.

4)to be less class consious....vaise i get along wid almost everyone n i also claim to be god's best creation but i dnt know from where this class thing got struck in my heart

5)to actually not laugh on hideous girls...i cant resist my laughter when i see any gal commiting fashion faux....n i laugh at their terrible gujju accented english  but i dont wanna be doing this...i know its bad thing to do.

6)to be less abusive.u know i have caught wid bad habit of giving abuses.i like giving some of them but most time its too much.....

7)to be less bitchy n not to bitch abt even my gud friend's behind there back.

8)to not get influenced by my stupid peers and continue thinking im class part

9)to seriously work in the direction of making to iim ahmedabad .....

10)last but not the least my "celebacy vow"....i chose to abstain from sex till i get married

i feel its tuff but not so hard in india....

and few thanks giving tooo .....i wuld like to thank god for being with me at every step and helping me sooo much in life i luv u god.......my dad ,mum for bringing me up so well i love ya both ...muwaah....sis for being my punching bag and helping me in gossiping and  bitching and laughing on hideous ppl.....

"cousins" for always being there when i need u all most and also for being there always to dicuss my non stop nonsense abt crushes....

i feel so content today and i feel i have got much more then i culd have imagined.n yaa last but not least "rediffiland"and my friend's on iland for sharing my anexity's and helping me become better person in life.

muwaaah's to u all.....

and the special thanks to people whu read my blogs and mail me saying i write absured stuff ....i kinda love this love -hate relationship.....

thanks all........